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Friday, June 03, 2005

yes kawan kawan!!saya sudah bertudung!!!, well at least i'm trying to..walaupun ade kalenye terbang jua sehelai kain tu..well ppl, changes are hard..but i'm trying my best to purified my soul la kan..sbb to me tudung is not a trend..kalau hati dah bersih,suci sumer kan..nanti keinginan bertudung tu datang dgn sendirinye, sbb u know u have to obliged the rules that God has layed down for us..and every rules they are the reason underneath it, i believe islam is a very nice,sweet,practical and reasonable religion..once u understand the reason..u'll be willingly to obliged the rule..islam ni halus dan berseni, tu kekadang org susah nak paham..so anyway, as some of u might know i'm going for my hajj in this december, insyaAllah...walaupun aku anak yang tak guna, aku taknak la membazer duit mak ayah aku berbelas-belas ribu utk aku gi haji saje sbb mak aku suruh kan...i can if i want, tapi aku mmg nak mendekatkan diri dgn tuhan..cewahhh..from my experience of pegi umrah twice(ttp mcm ni kan), mekah and midanah is the most peacefual and tranquil place i have ever been..i have this kindda,overwhelmed feeling when i'm there..aku nanges bile ade dekat ngan kubur nabi..i feel like, i'm very near to god, dan kekasihNya..subhanallah..lagipun, i've heard sumwhere, bile kite berwukuf di araf..tuhan akan turun to the lowest level of langit and say,"look, there are my ppl"..and GOD!,that is the the nearest u can get to got...dah la dosa aku mcm 44 kali ganda buih2 di lautan kan..kalau raihan kate dosa depa sebanyak buih di lautan, aku ni apetah lagi?haih~~~~words can't depict my feelings...hanye maha suci tuhan je yang tau..so anyway, aku on the journey of soul purificationla kan..sbb aku pun teringin nak jadi tetamu tuhan...tp, changes can't be in overnite...so peeps, pray for me yah!!!

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