* the love nest of him and her *

Friday, January 19, 2007

I'VE MOVEDDD ON!!!!

hehehe, no no..shahandfira is still a thang~..but the thing is, i hop into the bandwagon when I was in Kedah doin my internship..Shah is based there ~~so do d math why i decline all d great offers from great companies to serve a small company and based in kedah~~.so we practically lived together..hey!!different house but same taman ok!i'm in d condo, he's in the terrace house..and it's kedah for pete's sake, u must be crazy to attempt 'pengkesedudukan'...i am a private person, but i love to boast to d world about my love,bleyy??..so,there u have it,this page...but, after i finished my internship,there's nothin to boast about, as we seldom meet due to our commitmentssss...last last, aku sorang je mengomel citer pasal aku yg plain jane ni...so i guess i'm gonna stop here, and continue this blog, when shah and i got married,as a celebration of our love till death do as apart, and a gift for our generations,for them to witness the embodiment of a true love,and as the proof of an existance of a once great true love...eyceywahh~~~!!

"sayang, till death do us apart, and in heaven u'll have my hands to"

"kalau kita tak kawen, harap i boleh jumpe u balek 'di sana' nanti"shah once said to me out of d blue,and it made me cry...*cryy

till then, PEACE OUT!-

Make love,not War
-29 Zulhijjah 1427-end of another year, a beginning for something great,ensha Allah

p.s:: yes,i have a new blog..a blog where i can be anonymous so i can realllyy really speak my mind, so u ppl cant judge me...In your Face!!

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Firash winks
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Sunday, January 14, 2007

ahhhh result dah kuar..alhamdulillah, elok result gue,walaupun missed target by 0.07..takpelah takde rezeki,insyaAllah rezeki tu kat tempat lain ~~slb ke?~~..kenapa i diam je?sbb malas nak cerita ape ape..karang bercerita ade je golongan PHD~~perasaan hasad dengki~~ yang buat mission kan?drpd i bg uols buat dosa bermission, baik i tolong uols kurang kan dosa,kan?

so ape updet?tade ape, duk rumah bina badan je...ari ari, tido>bgn>masak>house chores(laundry je,kemas rumah,akak i terer.*matila malas kemas rumah katanya)>bittorrenting tu sajork..tak pi shopping pun..malas nak bergerak...bile im in melaka, i'm very homely,i guess sbb rumah melaka ni resort style, so seronok rilexin rilexin*cover line, semakin gemuk...my mom je lah, born n bred kl girl, yg balek kl evyweek..so duk melaka lame lame, nanti die pening..hihi.. contoh situasi,minggu lepas...thurs:akak bgn tido kul 11 call mak akak tanye diamana;"mak kat Shah alam"..akak pun pi shopping siang tu,balek malam,mak akak dah tido...esoknye:akak bgn tido kul 11 call mak akak tanye dimana "mak kat midvalley"..akak pun pi shopping balek malam, mak akak dah tido juge...yes, she can drive by her own,dr mana datg nye kemachoan akak,of coz lah dr die..die dah biase independent lady, since zaman kerjayanya(tp takleh lupe bile driver die tertinggalkan dia kat RnR lepas amek die kat KLIA,kecoh satu melaka).ahahahah

so my shopping hanya dijalankan earlier my holiday,di mana i had a lavish weekend escapade di bukit bintang, dan brangan kaya,naik taxi pun premier,dah gile ke?..tp worth it la untuk menghilangkan stress setelah saya exam SEPULUH subjects. *&^%*()$$%..pastu duk rumah diam diam..sampai la d day kuar result... sebab terkilan missed target by 0.07,akhirnye i kuar rumah bersohping mengubat hati yg lara bersama my oldtime bestfriend,cik nazihah...ai telah meroyan kepada die,membebel sbb result menghampakan sedikit, lalu die mengajak i shopping to nurse my broken heart katanya...aaa, akak kalau dah terstart shopping,abes laa,..sejak dat day, 3 hari shopping berturut turut....terpaksa tip-toed masuk rumah, sbb takut kene jerit dgn ~~funder~~ ayah...yesterday;

scene baru sampai rumah dr shopping,emak jalan terkedek kedek nak cpt bukak pintu sambil muke senyum simpul
emak: uuuuu shopping shoppinngg(mata tertumpu kepada bagsss)
me:ayah mane mak?mate melilau datinnnn, i telll u!!kasut ai belii cantik takk??
emak membelek belek hasil 'tangkapan' dgn girangg..
tiba-tiba

"HAH!SHOPPING LAGII??""
akak terus pecut lari naik atas masuk bilik, bile dgr mcm bunyi petir..biarkan emak akak take over..chihihi

on friday, naz and I had our dinner kat dis korean restaurant yg baru bukak nih..TMM katanya, tourist kan suke dtg melaka yg historical ni, so melaka not dat bad lah kalau pasal international hospitality ~~nak nak bile naz ni asyek la pomot ikan bakar bawah kerajaan negeri tu~~...and korean fud itu SANGAT SEDAPPP!!!lg sedap dr kat kerinchi punyee..mine was, bulgogi chicken ape nta, naz punye aku akan igt sampai mati, bibim bap chicken..hahahaha...malam tu akak takleh tido,mengenangkan keenakkan makanannya..aku mmg pencinta makanan,namun ku bukan beruang..hehe..rase nak pegi lagi esoknye..doaku termakbul, bile emak akak suh bawak anak kawan die ni jalan,namenye ialah "COMEL"..hehe taklah, nurharyanni, tp mmg dipanggil COMEL oleh her family, since we are family fren yg rapat,so terpanggil die comel juga..so,aku pun tanpa resentment, dgn rela bawak die kuar, walaupun terpaksa bgn awal..si comel ni, richie rich katanya, takleh kuar cm normal teenagers..unless akak or driver die or senang citer trusted ppl of her parents la yg membawanya...die citer, kawan kawan sekolah ajak die kuar actually, mak die tak kasi,as usual..pastu mak akak lak pi bergayut dgn mak die malam tu,pi kasi idea untuk die jejalan dgn akak..haih!tp takpe, i rela, sbb dpt pi serang korean restoran itu..tp yg lagi best, auntie ani,mak comel tu, kasi duit for our outing..si comel ni letak lak purse die dlm handbag aku, die kate"amek je baper baper dlm tu"..lagi la seronok gue..~~hihihi...tp ape pun, akak mmg suke melayan comel nih, die matured for a 15 year old girl, tak vain and berangan..hihi..and shooping ativiti berjalan lah,of coz..lalala

so, about my future career lak, well i got numbers of offers..including MAS..MAS so far offer gaji paleng tinggi ~~lg tinggi dr petronas sikit~~..tp all those offers aku reject,pastu lament around ckp takde duit kan..ntah la, malas betul...nanti aku cakap korang ckp aku berangan, tp i dont have d heart to work at all unless if it's petronas or slb...reason being, im very commited to wat i really wanna do..tak suke hop sane hop sini...i like to have it a home-run..cam lev life aku gak laa,biar dipukul badai tsunami banjir kilat pun, akan ku teruskan jua..persistance katanya..i hate failures, so i hate doing sumthin yg for kejap kejap ni...lagipun,akak penat dah belajar 18 tahun non-stop..akak january intake i.e akak dipilih masuk UTP mase form 5 lagi with trial result..tahun tu pulak SPM lambat abes sbb raya,so tak sampai sebulan akak kat rumah, dah kene belajar,akak igt lagi mase tu akak tgh beraya kat rumah auntie,adek akak call cakap dpt offer..ihh choi!tak sempat nak bersuka ria..bulan 5 kwn2 akak celebrate d joy, dpt masuk uni, akak dah passed the time and tgh FINAL EXAM,bleyy??..result spm pun akak tak dpt nak amik dan lompat-lompat di hall sekolah, ade mid term test katanya..kejilah, kalau bukan pasal petronas sogok akak dgn skolershipnye,neverlaa aku mengorbankan mase bersuka ria dgn belajar kan...so knp akak nak tunggu slb or petronas jer?reason for petronas;sbb saye dah bonded for 10 years, so tunggu 6 bulan pun, still akan keje gak kan...just d matter of waiting sajork...reason for slb; sbb im not d office type kinda girl,, i like to get dirty, i like keje susah, i like keje tgh panas, i like guna spana,ketuk sane ketuk sini, luke sane luke sini..i love challenges, belive in me, i can do anything...at home pun, i do the cookings, the laundry, the light bulbs, sampaila the repairing..and etc shah baru terer how to ganti disc brake keter,akak sgt berharap dpt belajar nanti...for those yg kenal akak, taula wat are my capabilities, and during my internship, u have no idea what i did, sampai dpt title kerbau...chihihi..lagipun mak akak kate"awak dah tentu dah ade keje,it's either slb or petronas,just d matter of time, tunggu jelah..jgn kacau rezeki org,kasi peluang rezeki tu kat org lain"..so she said it, akak anak yg obedient katenye..hihi

so ermm, bile lah gaknye slb nak panggil ai neh...anfaal(who works there) status akak umpama, nak pegi bercuti, dah sampai destination, dah turun plane, skang nak cek imgration je..begitulah analogy nye...skang ni nak tinggal jumpe manager of dept yg akak telah di identify kan tuk pegi...kalau die berkenan dgn recruiters nye choice, dapat lah akak keje tu..kalau die feeling competition dgn akak,terpaksa lah akak cari stage lain..mrasa!!haha..tp ayat tuk sedapkan hati, akak the only CIS(computer and information science) yang berjaya ke final stage ini..dan among 254 candidates,yang CGPA melethop pun ramai,excluding me,yang CGPA 4FLAT pun ade, gile ke budak tu?,all in all, tak sampai 20 pun dpt pi last stage ni,,so arap arap akak tak akan disia-siakan,ucapan untuk slb,"anda takkan mampu untuk melepaskan permata ini"..wahhh feeling ANTM katanya!!..hehehe

oklah, asar pun dah, akak igt nak tahan air wudhu sbb zohor td lambat kan*oops..tp nampak gayanya akak dah tak tahan nak kencing,akibat makan petai jeruk byk sgt..hihii,walaupun akak born and bred di england dan bandar,tak penah gi kampung dan mmg takde kampung, nenek akak pun pure kl,akak menten suke petai,jering,cendawan kukur etc.tp petai and jering and ikan keli tu akak baru pikap mase intership kat kedah,tu first time i duk kampung life,and i loveeedd it!!first time pi kenduri tepi sawah, makan lauk kenduri ikan kering bagai..walaupun panas,tapi akak suke life sane..host kenduri:"awak ni org bandar, tp pandai makan ikan kering ni ye"komennye,setelah akak bantai 3 pinggan..org dah abes makan akak tak abes lagi...tp ikan keli akak leh makan setengah je, dr dada die ke kepala, akak maseh takleh makan,akak tgk pun takleh sebenarnye,tp akak pure pure tak nampak,and pegang ujung jarije..tp balek utp, akak menten makan ikan keli ari-ari..sedap skalss!!tp stgh je, so how??cume durian je akak takleh pikap lagi...bukan feeling omputih,dah cube byk kali, tp tak boleh laa,d nearest i cud get is tolong kopekkan durian, akak kan kuat cam kerbau..hehhe..ok ppl..toodless~~~

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Firash winks
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