Monday, September 25, 2006

hai uols~~

today 2nd ramadhan..seronok rase kat bulan ramadhan ni, sume org berlumbe lumbe kumpul pahala...tadi zohor kat masjid pun ramai org, selalu baper kerat je yg muncul..tpi, best mcm mana pun ramadhan di UTP ni, how i wish aku di sini menyambut Ramadhan,

this is an actual picture yang aku snap dr atas hilton, pada musim haji yang lalu mase semayang jumaat lagi 2 hari nak wukuf di makkah..meriah kan??

ujunggg tu was like 10 km away dr masjidil haram, bagaimana?saf atas jalan raya tau!

anyway,rindunye rase di hati utk kembali ke sana, last Ramadhan aku di sana was like 5-6 years ago, haih~~

shopping raya di sana pun best jugak, sbb designer labels collection die takde kat M'sia..anyway, bagi sesiapa yang nak ke makkah, nak shopping, sile pergi ke Souq Al-Azizia..to get there kene naik taxi, sbb die dah kuar dr tanah haram...


anyway, ai tulis entry arinih, just sbb, i'm hungry!!!akak tak dapat sahur dgn enaknye pagi tadi, sbb budak junior housmate aku dah makan sumer sudu yang ade dlm rumah tu..sentap!(aiseh ade sudan busuk duk seblah aku lak skang) tak dapat ai nak makan sultana bran ai, terpaksa makan sekeping roti je..seb baik sambal ikan bilis mama shah yang sedap tu ade..oleh sebab itu, ai dah terkenang-kenang, makanan di rumah.. pasti sedappp sekalss!!


ini adalah item2 yang diperlukan untuk masak lunch pada hari khamis yang lalu


before picture, untuk roast asparagus

aaaa enaknyeee roast asparagus, lamb roast dan potato french salad ittew...

i wish i'm home right now...skang kat UTP, bukak pose kat masjid sajork, sbb dah alang alang org bagi makan free, kite tolongla bagi pahala kat org tu..hihihihihi*matila sep budget katanya...ok lah, nak sambung study untuk test wednesday..daaa


kendu tak yang berbaju hitam ittew?bsc, in dakwah, university islam madinan uols, any takers?hihihihi

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Firash winks
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Saturday, September 23, 2006

last tuesday ade dinner kat utp,
thihihi,digital story telling katanya.
it was the
mane ai tatau..

dinner tu ala pasal ape ntah, pasal PETRONAS sponsor 5 million for program anti-dadah kat m'sia ni, belia benci dadah la konon..so seperti biase, ai suke je dijemput ke bende bende mcm ni, dapat makan best free..hihihi.mlm tu my camera died on me..so tak dapat la nak amek gambar sewenang-wenangnye..yeke?so let's share some picture that i have..

empunya camera

dgn hadzwan,member aku yang paleng selenge and annoying to be with..oops..berangan YTL Co. dinner..tp PETRONAS, kire boleh la..hihi

cantek kan view?tu UTP's very own 35 million floating mosque

ni full view dr back view, taken from UTP's event co-ordinator,if i may say so,(sebenarnye akak pun tatau ape, but his troop and him did a very fineee job to the islamic exhibition gallery)

my good old fren,en.apau,same same ronggeng dulu, tp skang jadi UTP's student disciplinary exec.bagaimana?

apau and cik dih....arituh ade org nampak muke apau faceless, pagi pagi buta yang gelap..mcm ni ke rupenye?

tgh ucapan pepanjang jela, aku takleh tahan, saje je simpan perut nak melantak mlm tu, so pegi luar kat tempat the caterer prepare foods,vley?mmg nafsu badak sgt kan?

hiks, kalau apau leh jadi exec disciplinary, ai nak berangan jadi pakar motivasi vley?hihihi

matila bulan pose ni kene turunkan 40 kilo!!

designer walkoff katanya, org dah siap cabut table-cloth, tak reti reti nak balek?berlari lari ai pergi meeting plak pastu..anyhooooo,









"akak mengucapkan, selamat menyambut RAMADAN AL-KAREEM.Minta Maaf Zahir dan batin..Jgn ponteng puase tau!Semoga kita sume mendapat rahmat, dr bulan yg mulia ini.Mari berlumbe-lumbe mengumpul pahala, bulan ni sumer kali 7 tau!..Enjoy fasting~~~"

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

I MISS GOLFING!!

My auntie who came over to utp yesterday for the MDEC&PKNP talk(which i didn't go when compulsarily must go).She was one of the director sumthing sumthing i donno..so anyway, she asked"bile nak datang rumah auntie so we can have some family gorunds of golf, u are reciproval to in Royal Perak kan?"...haihh, if only i have the time to spent 4 hours of golfing..i miss gold badly! the last golf play i had was last year's UTP convovation golf tournament in Clearwater Santuary Golf Club, Batu Gajah..I was in the same flight with Dr.Zainal the rector, Doc Mat, En Azlan exam unit and one more en razak kot...it was exteremly fun!*yela sbb aku main free, UTP/Doc Mat bayarkan the 250 fees..buggy fees was also free...that was the last time i played..during the semester break, i didn't have the time and my waist sprainted after some practise swing at the driving range...aaaa rindunyeee nak main golf...rindunye when i was in the state team, well, aku takdela terer sgt tapi the centralised training was fun..dgn the boyss and girls..my last MSSM was in Sarawak at Kelab Golf Sarawak..the fairway was kinda easy for me in comparison from my homeclub...homeclub aku jauh nak mampus..tapi still aku tak champion la..player dr Sarawak dapat..sah sah la home club die...duduk kat hotel grand continental rasenye, sponsored by telekom..main main kejar kejar kat hallway...it was crazy!!seronok bebudak time kan...mase MSSM tu ade caddy ni baik betul payungkan aku all the time..rase cam princess lak..hihi..aa those were the time...since masuk utp ni, tak dapat selalu main golf..kalau time sekolah, asal petang je aku kat golf club...sbb d nearest club clearwater is not my reciprocal, so nak main sekali merasa la 200 hengget..dapat main golf pun bile doc mat ke dr zainal ke dr.bob ke or any other staff yang bermurah hati nak sponsor aku nye green fees..dulu awal awal masuk utp, aku 'menebas' kat depan utp tu dgn shah..tapi shah dah takde, aku rase cam org gile lak 'menebas' sorang sorang..hihi..BILE NAK DAPAT MAIN GOLF NIHHH???!!NAK MASUK TOURNAMENT!!!NAK TURUNKAN HANDICAP!!!MAIN GOLD SERONOK WOOOOO!!!SAPE CAKAP GOLF BORING??MIND-CHALLENING TAU!!besides main golf ni bagus untuk mengumpul contact..sbb u'll meet a lot of ppl kat padang tu, dr setinggi-tinggi pangkat org pun ade..and main golf ni cam hisap rokok...ko tak kesah sape, ko budak kecik ke ko tan sri ke ko still main bersama..sbb main golf la jugak aku kenal tan sri rahim noor.. mase aku interview tuk masuk UTP dulu pun org petronas tu,"ooo u are a golfer?"bile die tgk sijil aku..mase aku interview petronas recruitment lak "ooo, u are a golfer?" bile die tgk resume and sijil2 aku..mase aku gi mane mane lak,i fit in d crowd of those big-big ppl sbb "ooo u are a golfer?baper handicap?"..moralnye di sini, main golf bagus, die mcm jadi ko punye PR secara tak lansung...takyah promote diri lebih lebih..hihihi..haih...cepat la grad!!nak keje kat melaka je!!sbb aku leh main golf hari hari!!keje kat kl tak best!!tak dapat main golf hari hari!!..sentap!!

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Firash winks
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Friday, September 15, 2006

~~Road to Haj'06~~

akhirnya, aku buat jugak post pasal aku gi haji arituh kan?.hikss..tgh kat rumah ni with 1mb connection rajen aa..dah balek utp..haihh..plus nak dekat Ramadhan ni, hatiku meronta ronta nak ada dekat Madinah..ala al cinta Madinah (cinta madinah i pun di situ..hiks)..dulu time sekolah bleh la, sebulan Ramadhan di sana pun takpe..skang dah masuk u tak dapat dah..haji arituh pun kene ponteng few weeks of study..lepas ni kerja pulak..haih bile lagi dapat berRamadhan di sana..:(..pegi time lain tak best...to me, it's either Ramadhan or Haji..that's it..time tu je yang best..feeling~~btw nak cerita in detail the joy,laughter,tears etc pegi haji ni akan jadi hikayat 44 hari 44 mlm..so mari kite photo blogging sajork...my family nye quota were in the last group..bile aa flew off?tak igt dah..tapi kire lagi brp hari nak wukuf laa..dlm group ai, ade brapa org je yg best and happening..sbb lain sume dato' dato' kekwat-konon-ko-high-class-sgt..ade sorang akak ni, menantu dato ape ntah, kekwat betul..ko igt ko sorang ke anak dato'?*matila dituduh riak.. i tell u, feeling pegi haji ni lain...take it from me, pegi umrah time ramadhan ke, pegi umrah raya ke, pegi umrah every year ke,still pegi haji feeling tetap lain...no words to describe..this time, aku tatau asal, nampak masjidil haram dr jauh dah rase lain..rase betapa kerdil nye diri..tapak je kaki dalam masjidil haram, dah rase lain dah..aku nampak je kaabah tu terus mencurah curah air mata, bengot bengot mulut aku tahan nanges, sbb takut termeraung sambil tawaf kan..haih..trus sambil tawaf dah lupe segala doa neh, padehal doa tawaf tu mcm dah at the back of my mind kan..hanya igt "ampunkan dosaku je"aku repeat that and only that sepanjang panjang tawaf..haihhh..konon act dah umrah banyak kali, dah biase...ha mrasa, pegi haji tgk, lain ok!!..so anyway tu baru citer first day..kang tak study aku kang..so mari kite tgk pixies~~~

eh motif ttba gambar rizalman dulu?pegi haji kaa pegi fashion show neh..hiks!he's in my package..mrasa gi melontar pakai sling bag gucci u olls!

ok ok kembali serius..

di kelana jaya, si dia melambai ai sehingga ke akhir bayang..sob sob, sedeh uolss part parting neh..semua jemaah check in kat sini sajork..nehi KLIA.


dalam hall kat kelana jaya tgh dgr taklimat..then from here we ols akan naik bus di escort oleh polis trus sampai kat runaway sampai depan pintu kapal terbang..mrasa~~


dalam bus, tgh feeling sbb kiri kanan diescort polis bagai..jalan dr kelana jaya sampai kr runaway tu cam bapaka ku punye je..mrasa lagik~~


dlm saudia airlines..kalau gi haji sume kene naik saudi..ade bilaterral aggreement kot..pilot kendu!ahaks..tp food die dinch skek, MAS lagi best..and MAS leh main game..aa yelah name pun gi haji, takkan nak berentertainment lak kan..tapi pilot die akan bacekan doa naik kenderaan, dgn doa segala mala, first nampak bumi saudi lah, doa mendarat lah, selawat lah, pastu nak landing die berkali kali meminta merayu we ols, doakan tuk die nanti and kirim kan salam die pade Rasulullah s.a.w...aaa touched!calon~~~~..


landing je kat jeddah, dah takde mood nak amek gambar..penat ok!!we ol landing kat terminal haji, bukan kat airport king ape bende ntah tu...punye la kelam kabut..arab ni mmg tak gune..patut la tak maju maju..tapi team Tabung haji gak bagus!very the well managed and organised!..malaysia boleh!patut la menang award..so anyway, tu gambar dlm bus bile baru sampai makkah, belakang tu dato'ramli mahmud, mayor Shah Alam..duduk sebelah bilik ai sajork die makkah..die cool nak mampus..sporting tau!!..bini pun cun gilerhs



both pictures di atas tu, org semayang keliling bas kiterang i.e atas jalan and we were like kilometeres away dr masjid..kiterang sampai time asar..and mase ni dah few days b4 wukuf...so berpuluh puluh juta umat manusia dah ramai kat bumi Makkah skang..azan je, trus suke hati je bentang sejadah ok!!kalau kat mesia cube la buat mcm tu, mrasa ko jadi roti canai kat tgh jalan tu..punye la penuh saf

hey!!!motif aku membuang masa???!!haiyoo!!next week banyak test ye!!..erm nanti lah sambung lagi..rasenye cam nak bukak satu blog lain je..ku abadikan sebagai kenangan ku di sana..hiks


mana ade stampede?kiterang rilek je leh amik gambar lagi...ellehh, korang je over..ngengade, time ramai sumer nak buat, time tade org tamo buat lak...

ok ok gi study skang..daaa

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

warning:this entry might offend others as banyak bende yang riak takbur dlm entry ni, tp on my defend, ini blog aku, aku punye pasal la nak cakap ape dlm hati aku,temanya kali ni:Who the hell care?hihihi

hah, akhirnya i tulis blog...walaupun ade test petang ni..because of some idiot yang tamo kalah...i just dont understand kenapa ade sikap nak lawan ni..it makes me laugh so hard rase nak terberak 2 kali..so immature..maybe i'm just so melethop, there's just to much dark green colour of envy...just because of some stupid job offers being offered to me..oh come on, get a life...rezeki aku, rezeki aku la kan, rezeki ko rezeki ko la kan..i dun give a whole rat ass, sbb kau dapat keje melethop pun, aku bukan nak pau duit kau, tumpang gembira sjork..kalau aku dapat keje melethop pun, aku nak belanja kau ke?..hihi...memule, i just thot bende ni memain, just some immature act, tp bile sampai arinih, aku cam rase cam sgt kelaka, sbb that person, kuar statement dapat offer dr shell..yela aku dapat offer ape la sgt kan, cikai cikai je...tp, tahukah anda,itu baru offer tahun ni je...aahahahahha. tahukah anda juga, sebenarnye aku dah dapat offer dr shell, tahun lepas lagi, when i won the shell gourami business challenge in asia pacific yang being held in beijing, china?..ahahahah right back at cha!!!mrasa~~, but who the hell want to boast about dat??tahukah anda juga, i've been offered to work in london and dubai for a few reknown banks last year..just because i've won the young CEO award in singapore?and still who the hell care to let anyone know,well just a few who were around when i won those awards la kan..sbb to me, it's my rezeki, rezeki aku rezeki aku la kan, rezeki kau rezeki kau la kan..at then end of the day, kalau aku dapat jagi 4 ribu as starter i still don't give a whole rat berkudis ass sbb i'm just not interested sbb aku dah penat belaja, dr sekolah lepas spm, tak sempat break, petronas dah cilok aku masuk UTP, and i don wanna trus keje..sbb, i know my dad can give me more than 4k salary a month + my mom who is a very very generous person, added up, it will definitely more more than 4k a month..i've never ask them for money since i've been sponsored by petronas for the past 5 years..*oh ya btw, aku dapat full sponsor sem ni, aku ade kecoh kecoh ke kat kau?nan ado kan?*so now, setelah menjadi anak yang baik belajar, perform, aku antar report on time, in fact, selalu hantar awal, i make my lecturers love me, well, sorang je la kot marah kat aku..hihi, i made a good rapport with people,cube sebut name aku, sampai rector pun kenal and call me personally ajak main golf kan with other lecturers and staffs..student mane in this campus or anywhere else, yang kalau lecturer die nampak, lecturer die akan peluk die, ha?sape lagi student yang dapat previllege as much as i do, yang leh dapat sticker anytime, sbb ade good rapport kat security office, and yang dapat amek guest house UTP padehal tu tok staff je for her parents sbb ade good rapport kat management..student mane yang leh anytime gi the dean's office and amek kertas sbb takde kertas nak print, and gune photostat machine suke suke hati?btw, itu baru life aku kat utp, life aku kat luar lagi, aku leh duduk kat hilton madina ke mane ke, bebile aku nak,aku leh dapat streamyx anytime i want, without ever using my dad's or mom's influence, influence aku pun dah cukup, aku leh kawn kat dewan SUK suke suke hati jugak bile bile aku nak,regardless kat selangor or melaka, aku leh call mayor shah alam datuk rahim tu, at anytime i want even nak mintak tender project or just main golf, ingress hll nye chairman pun suke hati aku, tan sri rahim noor pun bebile aku nak main golf dgn dia, and the list just goes on..aku tak suke org tau status family aku tapi tak main la setakat parents datok ke tan sri, org main la segala datuk nenek akudatuk sedara and nenek sedare tan sri puan sri kan?im such a legend , so dont hate me or even hate yourself,darling..and yeah,aku tak mintak duit mak bapak, so i think now it's time for me to rest after non stop studying, aku nak habeskan harta mak bapak aku..again, even if it's 4k salary job offer,i'm not interested sbb i wanna gossip with me mom 24/7, ikut die holiday around d world, and live off my dad..mrasa la dapat nyanyi lagu "gucci i got it, prada i got it" dr urban xchange tu..mcm rumet aku ni, rilex sajorkk. takde nak kecoh kecoh tanye pasal job offer aku, and aku pun takde la kecoh kecoh nak tanye job offer die, padehal die anytime je leh keje dgn petronas kan, regardless gi interview ke tak...die nak keter ape ke baju ape ke or what so ever, petik jari je, but still, who d hell care kan?as long as aku bahagia duduk dgn dia satu bilik...i love her so much, sbb aku mmg suke org yang tak sebuk jage tepi kain aku...so am i, die nak gi dating ke nak gi mane ke nak buat ape ke, suke hati lah...at then end of the day, i know her very well, she knows me very well, when im in trouble when no one i can turn to, i'll turn to her, and likewise...we can be like not talk to each other for like weeks, but when we actually talk, its as if we have been talking for the past few weeks..can u c what i mean? eh motif lari tajuk?..so anyway, kesempulannye di sini, kubur kau ke rezeki ko ke, tu ko nye hal, kubur aku rezeki aku jamban aku, tu aku nye hal kan?and im just so ignorant i still dont give a shit if people know about my dark past.. and who the hell still care?org nak judge aku or discriminate aku ke?who the hell still care?there's no secret in my life, even my darkest darkest past my parents are well aware of that, and they still love me unconditionally and i still get my shopping fund every shopping carnival so who the hell care?i don't need any people who judge or discrimanate me. as i dont discriminate others gak, ko nak main bontot ke, ko nak tonggang arak berbaldi baldi ke, ko nak pegi church tiap hari jumaat pad pukul 12-2 pm walaupun org paderi pun tgh tidor time tu kan, who the hell cares?as long as ko terima aku seadanya and ko baik hati, aku pun terima ko seadanya dan berbaik hati..and i dun give a bontot anjing pun, if u are attempting to let the whole world hate me, sbb i still dun give a whole bontot segala binatang kat dunia ni, for as long i have the love from the Al-Mighty, parents,sisters and husband...even if those people no longer love me, i still dun give a whole rat ass, sbb i still have the love yang tiada tandingannye from the Al-Mighty,kan Allah kan?i lev You so much, You have given me a lot, and tak tau camne nak balas jasa budi You..so anyway, to sum it all, here are my job offers:*tetapkan?ko nak sgt aku boast kan, ha amek kau.
2006
1.PETRONAS: carigali
2.PETRONAS:Motosport
3.PETRONAS:Mitco
4.Kuwait Bank
5.Commerce Group berhad
6.DSM, Distribution
7.Tanjung Puteri Golf Resort(jg club manager ye, bukan waitress)

2005
1.Shell Global Support
2.Islamic Finance Institution,Dubai
3.NetWest,London

right back at cha,biatch!!


kembali insaf selepas bersifat riak takbur sesama manusia, maafkan diriku, Ya Allah dan sekalian umat..

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