* the love nest of him and her *

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

fira wrote:

haih~ to all my regular readers, mesti perasan this is a new background music. lagu lame tu host die dah bungkus..huhu...suke lagu tu, tp i suke lagu ni jugak..arinih listened to it many times..somehow, it makes me feel,ermm, tranquil, if i may say so..tapi i mmg 'jiwang' pun. i'm a music appreciator..i've been involved with music dr kecik lagi, i think it runs in d family kot..so anyway, i donno why, listening to this song made me realised, how much i miss my arwah datuk..:( ...everything was happy and fun with him around..haih, it makes me badly and desperately want to pack my bags and cabut balek leicestershire.. and run away from all the huru hara that had happened in my life..kat sane lagi best, it must be very peaceful, calming and takde org nak sebuk sebuk ngan my private life..huhu..haih~~ cepat la!! abes belajar!!! nak sambung MBA kat loughborough university(tempat i was conceived dulu,huhu) nak nikah kat london mosque(tempat datuk selalu gi semayang,:( )..nak rebuild my life kat leicestershire(tempat where i started my life,my existance in this world).. nak start a new life, rimas duk mesia nih..benci!! byk sgt org 'kampung' yg bodoh bodoh..arghh...sori ek emo jap, ai mish my datuuk....:(

I asked for strength...but Allah gave me difficulties...to make me Strong..
"and when My servant question thee concerning Me, tell them I am near. I answer the prayer of the suppliant when he cry unto me. So let them bear My call and let them trust in Me, in order that they may be led aright - Al Baqarah verser 186"

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